Goodness I need that outlook on my feelings. Im just stressing myself out because I am not sleeping. I feel awesome, and Im bringing myself down a bit. I have been wanting this feeling for 6 months now. I have it so I need to take advantage while I can. I just get stressed when all I hear is the clock ticking and the ceiling fan turning for hours then its the birds chirping and that was always a bad feeling when I havent gotten any sleep because that means I will get none now. Well I am going to try and enjoy today and stop worrying myself so muh.