I dont know what to do. I know I need to stop. Now my checks in the bank for the month. Damn I hope I can stop. Lets see recently I went and bought a car it was only 2600, bought a new computer, spent lots of money on clothes for me and my kids, I almost bout a 2800 refrigerator last night. Thankfully my husband talked some sense into me. The thing is I know its bad and I will pay for it but I litterally feel like I can not stop. No one has control of my money but me. I have access to quite a bit of money right now. Ive been through 15000 since jan. last summer I only spent around 6 year before 10000. This is bad.