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Originally Posted by bipolarmedstudent
I am the exact same way when I'm manic. Are you taking your meds, moremi?
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Im taking them all now. I had been lowering my zoloft. But I quit doing that. I have cut down on the tegretol because it makes me physically and mentally ill. It was the very last drug in its class for me to try. So its got to go, I cant be sick like that all the time. The doctor started me on abilify, but actually the spending was going on even during depression this time. I mean there are times when I become absolutely a tight wad and spend nothing that I dont absolutely have to spend but then before I know it Im so out of control with spending that Im so ashamed and have really caused damage. This also strains my relationship with my husband. He tries so hard to stop me. He has been doing a good job lately.
I think Im going to withdrawl all of my money with him there and put it in a safety deposit box until this passes. I guess give him the keys so I have no access.
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