I have bipolar, anxiety, social phobia, agorphobia (sp) very low self esteem, the list goes on.
I have been married 10 years in June and have been with my husband for 13 years. I am 29 years old with no children.
Somehow I ended up in contact with my ex before my husband which lead to a 6 month affair which I moved out of "our" home and moved to a different state to be with my ex. I am now back with my husband trying to work things out. With all of the mental problems I have its hard to see how things can work out. Im just wondering if anyone has had any similair experiences or any good advice on how to heal something that has been broken and shattered into so many pieces. I worked 13 years to make my marriage so strong and truthworthy and then out of nowhere I ruined it and now feel lost. I am not looking for sympathy from anyone I know and totally understand what I did was wrong but I am lost on how to fix this when I feel like Im broken myself. I feel "unfixable" Please only respond if you have some helpful advice, I really dont need someoen to tell me what I did was in the wrong. Thanks