Yesterday, I went to a psychiatrist and was diagnosed with DID and prescribed Ambiral. I finally accepted that there is a voice in my head that tells me to do bad things to myself and my family. I always thought I had an overactive imagination... I drew a picture of this other person in my head and I almost threw up when I was finished. My husband was quite alarmed especially when I told him that she often tells me to harm our young daughter.

Now, I'm not allowed to drive, be alone, have my credit cards or even know where my medicine is. If I have a headache (which is constantly) I have to show my hubby how many I take. I understand this is for my own good and for the kids, but I hate not having control over anything!