I went to my gp's office and they told me how much I weigh! I am so not ok with it. I mean there was part of me that wanted to know and then part of me that knew better. I am so freaked out by this! All I want to do is restrict. I feel so freakin fat right now. Why do they have to weigh me? I get weighed every two weeks by my dietician who does not tell me what it is. If they want to know so bad, they can call her. I skipped breakfast and morning snack today, ate a very small dinner, and had a very small snack for this evening. I don't want to eat tomorrow either. All I want to do is get under that scary number and stay under it. Why have I been dealt this? Why?