I feel really sad all time and I lost motion to do anything besides work I feel as I have wasted my youth and have done nothing I had seats want to learn to drive but I had no one to help me and I want to go back to school it feel like it to late and need write approve for one classes I took and now dad mad at me and i don't know why and i feel so sad that I feel there no way out I just feel very suicidal and that no really cares