CantExplain sorry about that. I'm not English and I'm so stupid I can't remember the spelling of a lot of simple words, or just confuse them. I mean the only threat here would be of me not being able to get help and continuing to live my life the way it was going by now. The hopelessness of your own incapability to help yourself.

Perna thank you for the recommendation. I was surprised to find a free book, I'm gonna try to look at it.