.....what is it about the borderline brain? (or just my borderline brain?)

what the hell goes on in there?....for it to tell me all give a crap like, that the person that liked me just 2 minutes ago or even 5 seconds ago...

that they just don't like me anymore....and all thats happened is that they are not there or they have not responded to a message or got distracted in some other perfectly justified regular person kind of way!

do I not remember that it was fine?....what makes my brain decide to urgently not trust anything about them and decide that 'the' person has just gone off, had a MASSIVE epiphany and suddenly decided to change their mind because it's so clear now that I'm rubbish?...

I mean.....wtf?

I don't believe it alot of the time anymore...this rejection mechanism in my head. Which makes it all the more weird because it still happens anyway... it's automatic! and I just don't know?

bleh