Dear T,

Tomorrow I am going to get angry at you -- finally. I've been holding on to it to make sure it's actually YOU who I am at least a little bit angry at. I'm not willing to be angry with full on transference right now.

Of course I'm worried. And I know you will handle it beautifully -- I just need to experience that.

And I hope you believe me when I express my need for more than once a week sessions -- that I'm not being manipulative. You of all people should know how hard it is to ask for something I need.