Not silly at all! I'm having the same thought patterns, and when I doubt my dx, I read my journal... I am trying to put myself out there and offer support, but at the same time there's this doubt, like what do YOU know? You quit your meds AND are symptom free, nobody's gonna take you seriously, you're not 1 of them...

So yeah, I'm kinda lost, don't quite fit anywhere, and miss the dramatics that has been my life for 12yrs, yes, even the depressions. It's like idk who I am without the drama... STRANGE...