One thing about being stable is I kind of think maybe I wasn't bipolar after all. Maybe I was making it up, or I was misdiagnosed. I think I'm faking it, that I'm a charlatan among all these people who are clearly suffering right now. Do you feel the same way? It's like I need to be unstable and suffering to 'prove' to myself that I'm really bipolar, or something. It's silly, isn't it?