I got a glimpse of myself this morning (in a giant mirror - completely by accident)...

(I NEVER look at myself in full length mirrors in public in bright light. Oh the WORST for me!)

I was shocked at what I saw. I despised the way I look, and it totally threw me off.

I just wanted to go home and jump in the shower and get ready all over again.

Do I really look that hideous? Do people see me this way? Why do I see a huge, lumpy mess when I look in the mirror in public? Yet, at home, I didn't think I looked as horrible when I got ready. ((sigh))

Shocking really. I really want to go home and just hide.