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Mar 22, 2012, 02:09 PM
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Member Since: May 2008
Location: Alabama, USA
Posts: 1,309
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I haven't read all of the replies, but all I want to say is that I didn't call him names for no reason, I never TRY to start arguments. I didn't try to push him for answers, I just asked him why so late. I'd tried to arrange a time with him and got nothing back so I advised that I would be staying up until he got there - I thought that this would have give him a chance to consider not to arrive at a silly time.
I know that I'm not all in the right, I know that yes, I aggravated the situation, that yes I should've just kept my mouth shut and left him to it - nobody's perfect, least of all me.
I didn't want him to be arrested. I just wanted the police to be aware that something wasn't right and that things weren't safe. David had the chance to go where he wanted to, I was stood in the door way talking to him, I moved where I thought I needed to when I needed to but it turns out he wanted to go where I had stood - I didn't know that until he came towards me.
Yes I know I shouldn't have said or done some of the things I did. I am not thinking of myself as a victim, I hate to think that way in fact. I'm not the kind of person who tells one side of the story, hence why you've all replied in the way you have. I came here to gain perspective on the situation and to understand exactly what I should do.
Thank you for your replies, they have been very helpful. I've learned a lot over the last week and I'm improving myself as a person - your replies were just what I needed to help with that 
I know that right now a lot of people think very little of me and I'm sorry that things have turned out that way. I know I've been/done wrong in some cases and I know that had I just not pushed for answers, it probably wouldn't have ended SO badly. I'm learning to curb my question asking; my what, why, how's etc.
Rainbow, it was an out-of-the-ordinary thing and I'm not excusing my actions by saying that things were difficult, life got too much and yes, I lashed out by way of words when I promised myself I'd never lash out in any way shape or form. I'm still sculpting myself and with everything there is to deal with at the moment, it's very hard NOT to let anger take over, but I feel I curb my anger very well - apart from of course that night.
Thanks again for all your replies.
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