Thanks everyone. So I gave it another go today and it wasn't all that bad. The reason being, is that I didn't bring up the topics of depression making me not do stuff, and the no friends thing. The only thing I contributed to process group was that I talked to a friend and they reminded me I need to remember how good I feel after being productive and keep that in mind to get me motivated. So I was pretty quiet the rest of the time. Rec was fun though I like Judy, she takes me to the gym and we play basketball. Well that's every other day, and then on other days does crafts with me. It is just us two because Im the only one in the program that you stay after lunch and do rec or crafts. I'm feeling pretty good about things today. Too bad I can't bring up those topics though.