Well, the good that you ARE going to take away from this at least what I see of today, is you are going to learn how participation is a path. And what I mean by that is that by pushing yourself to join in as you are in all this, you will learn that while there may be some negetive people, there will also be some productive people that will respond to you.

At least this one adventure is presenting a path for you to learn somethings. If you had not chosen to brave it and try, none of this thread would be taking place. You are finding ways to experience and get support in what you feel are not positive interactions. And you are also giving yourself permission to make a statement about that. I am impressed with you because, you keep trying, and that kriskara, is how you are going to learn to work through your difficult areas.

(((((Hugs)))))
Open Eyes