Well, I wouldnt say she is a horrible dr. She did take the time to go through all your med history and medical history. A horrible dr wouldn't bother. Sounds like she may be overly pessimistic about people's conditions holding them back, and maybe overly empathetic. Perhaps she cannot picture how she herself would be able to overcome this.

Just take satisfaction in knowing that you can overcome, and that you are. I have a dr like this. But I'm sure he isn't doing it out of any malice. Use it to strengthen your determination. Try not to let it get you down. You are doing it and making things happen in your life, good things. You should be proud! Sorry not trying to tell you what you should feel. Just I would be proud and I feel pride for you.