Thx Anika for sharing. BTW when I said I stand no chance I meant of figuring out what my pdoc meant! I also sometimes get smells and feelings that aren't there but I don't always know if it's reality or not. I'm so sorry about your saw experiences!! That sounds really scary! It sounds like you've got some good strategies in place!

When I was in hospital I was seeing 2 Demons and the devil was telling me to kill my self. There were specific reasons but I can't seem to remember it very well. That wasn't nice and another time I was convinced that my sister had plotted with everyone and turned them all against me- even my son!! I was gutted!! It all seemed so real at the time tho! I don't know if I was manic, mixed state or what!? All I know is that I was poorly!