My Fibro is insane lately on top of my Haldol Im taking Inderal to counteract the side effects of Haldol ( extreme restlessness) so needless to say Im literally going NUTS !!!!! I have spent the day in tears due to the pain. I cant stand sit or lay down for more than a few minutes .. I found a 50 mg Seroquel so Im taking it and I hope to god it just knocks me out for a long timeeeeeeeeeeee !
I saw my Tdoc yesterday hes very knowlegable about fibro and Bipolar he told me he honestly doesnt know how I cope ,, well obviously I have hit my breaking point.
I have tried ALL the " fibro" meds over the last 2+ years NOTHING makes any real differance so seeing yet another doctor for my fibro is a waste of money I dont even have.
Im considering stopping all my meds and just seeing what happens . I have tried so many types of meds for my Bipolar the haldol has helped but I think the extreme restlessness is keeping my fibro pain at a level 9 or 10 even tho im on 80mg of inderal for the haldol issues .
Im just at my wits end I just want to walk in front of a bus to stop all this chronic pain ....
Im sorry I just had to vent and get it off my chest ... Im just having a giant pity party for myself today ... everyone is allowed one every once in a while I figure .
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