Thanks Pete
It's just that when I quit my meds, everybody was warning me against imminent disaster. Yes withdrawls were nasty, and the ultradian cycling which ensued was exhausting, but then I woke up 1day like this... And I feel like such a fake. Bcoz even when I had periods of normalcy, I still had symptoms without an actual episode. This quiet stillness is not something I'm used to... Idk when last I felt like this, but it had to have been b4 2009...