Rain, I remember my own high school graduationa million years ago and I was numb and empty. I spent a lot of time with some of those people and have had no contact since. It's okay to have mixed feelings. I just knew inside that these were not my real connections in life with a few exceptions.

A phase of your life has passed and here you are. It is way too cool and too scarey. Remember that we can make different decisions all of the time. What you decide today might be different next week and that is okay. Some of us do many many jobs in our lives. It's a great learning experience.

I felt that my own high school, and college graduation were really silly stupid events that had little to do with me and my life. It is a confusing time. It's okay to be confused and to take time to figure it all out. I could say a lot more but just know that this is a big change and having few or no feelings is normal I think. Take care.