((((((( HUGS ))))))) Twisted Soul - I was once right where YOU are now.... and I can say that the wound can heal if you are willing to put the effort into the therapy that is needed - no matter how much it leaves you feeling and wanting to DIE.... day after day.
It took Me ten years of HELL to rid my BODY of the 25 years of pain, abuse, and hate I went through as a child and then was made to relive as an adult.
LoVe,
Rhapsody -