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Originally Posted by ColourBars
Downgraded? O_O What does that mean? I'm thinking of computers, and files and hard drives....
I often get really envious how he can just get aroused... *snap* just like that. Like someone posted before, it's so rare to even get to that moment in my brain and body - that when I do get it, I get so anxious and stressed to "keep it" because I know that is something he wants to see.... then it goes away... blah.
But anyway! I'm still struggling to think how to deal with this. I waaant to talk about it to my T but.... this stuff is awkward. to the max.
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Haha, downgraded as in "we are now best friends". But you could say that she has decided to find a better computer while keeping the old one in the corner (because she's still attached to it, it just doesn't serve her needs). Now I have to tell my family. NOOOEZ. D:
I know what you mean. I was digging for any tiny bit of drive or capability of arousal that I could use with her (before things ended), but it kept failing to surface. So much for that! It just wasn't working.
Oh, I know. I can imagine how difficult it would be to discuss it face-to-face with anyone. T__T If you want, you can talk to me about it. I mean, I'm no guru, obviously, but...I'm another brain to bounce things off of.
