i hate liver. really. not fond of brussel sprouts altho it isn't strong enough to tip into hate.

people? i don't hate people (is that a snicker i hear???) my parents were awesome at abuse...but i don't hate them. i certainly don't condone their actions. nor approve of them. iif they were alive we wouldn't be don't family functions.

to me to hate someone gives them power...it sucks energy from you...gives you rage, raw emotion & doesn't allow you to think & sometimes react rationally in times of response. i refuse to hand that control over. it is my power. i fought long & hard to get it & then to say "i hate them" to me it just signs part of it right back to them.

i get angry at them, & at what i have lost...life is not annoying happy, don't get me wrong. but hate filled, no.

my parents are getting theirs. they both have died & have had to face their futures (think quizno's.."toasty, toasty, toasty).

so yeah there's no room for hate long term in my range of emotions. to just act on pure rage puts me on their level & i don't want to do it. i am better than that.