thanks maven.

It just makes me angry, you know? The system should be set up in such a way that resources get spread out and there is easily identifiable directions to get that help. Instead everything is made for someone who is mentally disabled( I DO consider mental illness a disability though some might not) to have to jump through effing (pardon my curse) hoops.

Yet the rich(no offence if you are rich) have it easy and large corporations get huge tax shelters and grants for this that and the other thing - where are the grants to help the poor? I know that there are resources out there, why does it have to be made so damned hard that noone can find them?

I am just frustrated and venting.