Dear T,

I realized that I get disappointed and hurt because people don't want to have the deep relationships that I want. They don't want to talk about feelings all of the time. They don't want to connect with me that much. I'm never going to be satisfied unless I don't have any expectations at all. Is that what I have to do? I feel this big pain/hurt inside of me since the session. At the same time, I feel closer to you than ever before. What happened during the EMDR? Do you know? Did you see it and can you tell me? I don't feel good.

rainbow