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Originally Posted by ladyjane4rent
I am still fighting with myself to not have a drink this weekend. I am proud of being sober and actually excited for the challenge how fun it is to be 'normal' but that drinks sounds sooooo goood....
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...yep I'm right with you there, I had some serious cravings the last three days and they went from my head to my stomach and then to my whole body...just begging me to hit it with alcohol.
and when I sit there and think..."am I ACTUALLY gonna do it?"....time just stands still and the world just circles my head and somehow if I can pluck a vivd alcoholic nightmare out of the mess I'm in...?....to remind me
it's a fight and I just didn't permit it!
good stuff ladyjane
