I'm sorry, too.

In another sense, however, I wonder if you will be better off in the long run finding someone who isn't battling mental illness too. I know that where my family is concerned, one bipolar in the house (me) is one too many! OTOH, nobody understands the problem like a fellow sufferer......and as long as one of you has their (rhymes with "spit") together, things ought to be OK. I dunno. Hope everything works out for the best.