thanks sidestepper. I can't find a pdoc who validates because of my insurance being so limited. Or a therapist. But hearing validation on PC does help a lot!

ty too Perna. I realize the trade-offs. That experience with the seroquel scared me so badly. Anything that affects the brain now scares me. Esp the cerebellum.

ty Roadie, too. I know that Dilantin has been around. So has many antipsychotics. I have not thrown away the pills. I might still try it. But I am just so scared to. I would not be so scared of annoying side effects, but BREATHING. OMG.

thanks,

Billi