Before I went on medication, I had my thoughts racing simultaneously in many different directions. While I felt very creative, I could not concentrate on doing anything and what I wrote was essentially a bunch of stuff where I was mixing my imagination with reality and serving everything as facts with weird connections between them. Now that I am medicated, I do not feel creative at all and I feel I have no inner argument going on based on which I can make up things. However, I feel that I am actually able to achieve more things. This is so strange, not feeling the creativity but being able to use it when needed for work or whatever. I am not creative enough to know what to talk to people about most of the time but that's always been the case, with or without medication.
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