I agree with Shayatanic, it amplifies things. I know when I get manic sometimes I start crying and get really sad inside because I can't slow down. All my emotions seem bigger and more frenetic. They mania turns from "hyperhappygoodness" to "look at where you ended up" or "look at what you're really doing and can't stop". Idk, hard to explain. But most of all, I understand, and big hugs to you.

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It will pass.