hi.

basically... i'm looking for some sympathy.

i can't give anything back right now. i feel too much a husk, of something that was or could've been.

i live with a fully NPD father.
my mother has BDD,Bulimia,Ocd and whatever else.
i have BDD,OCD,GAD, panic disorder, ptsd,bulimia.... e.t.c



my main problem at the moment is my dad. Anyone who lives with a relative with NPD will understand the lengths i go to just to keep myself sane.

i'm pretty un-respondant to most stimuli,... i feel i'm pretty 'damaged' so to say.

i have a second round of therapy at the Maudsley coming up..
but i just don't know .
i know it will do good... but my situation is so bad. i don't know how much can be rectified.

^i know i haven't gone in to much detail... but send me a virtual hug or whatever the f. and i will be grateful for sure.
sorry for anyone else in a similar turmoil.

much love
J


p.s: i'm sorry,; i'm not sure if this is the right forum to post in.
j