I certainly am. I take 200mg Zoloft once a day, but that started only about a week ago. Before that it was 150mg Zoloft, but after a minor throat infection the antibiotics apparently messed with my blood levels. I also take .25mg Klonopin twice a day once in the AM and once before bed. I was on .5mg Klonopin in the AM only but morning anxiety isn't really helped by taking your meds AFTER you wake up. As for you being tired of the fight, my therapist says sometimes when we are tired of the fight we need to stop fighting for a day or two. If stopping the fight makes you suicidal then of course don't go that far, but what about taking a day where you don't do all the mental work you do everyday. If you don't have a busy day why not take a day where you say "well im gonna feel like crap all day maybe, but im gonna feel crappy while reading a book, going for a calm walk, or watching some brainless TV. Ill be back for you tomorrow depression."