Dear Dave,

Like you I have to go to work soon. I have to start looking for a job but I don't. As if the job is going to come running to me, but I know it will not.
Every mornig lately I say to myself, ok today you are going to look for jobs. But I instantly blocked the idea away. I know I have the energy to work because I never stop at home. I keep myself busy all the time. But I also almost never get out of my house.

I know why I don't want to go to work and I also know I have to get over that reason. But deep inside me if I didn't need to go to work, I wouldn't go, not because I'm lazy but because I know what will happen.

I wonder if you have a deep reason why you are struggling with this work thing.

I wish I could help you but I'm not good at giving advices. All I can say is that I care for you and I hope you will feel better soon.

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((Dave)))))))))))))))))))))))))))

nightdream