I would like to thank you. I being able to talk like this is very helpful. My wife is very helpful and she knows of my past , I told here everything that had happened in the past.. But now she is living through what I'm going through right now... She has a lot to deal with besides me and my problems we have an 8 yr. old my stepson who has bipolar disorder from his father, he is starting to get physical to a lot of people in the family, the meds. he is on would drive anybody nuts and at his age it is even worst because he dosn't really understand his problem, and it has gotten to the point were even his psyc. has said that maybe he be put in a home for awhile but I don't won't that and nor my wife.