I was officially diagnosed not to long ago and it is still a struggle to accept because my mom had mental disorders and it was hard to watch her struggle for so long. At first it was determined I had adjustment disorder and depression but even I knew that wasn't true. At the time I just got back from deployment and was doing things I shouldn't. Some people found out and an intervention was constructed. I am still struggling with whether or not there was something wrong before. Since being here though, its nice to know I am not the only one who thinks the thoughts I have.