I hate feeling the way that I do. I have been so depressed and stressed lately with school and failing relationships. Not to mention the arguments my parents have at home... I hate my life! I don't know of a way to cope with this. I cry at night, which only helps for a little while. Every so often when I just can't take it anymore and I can't release enough, I resort to harming myself. I feel like it is the easiest way to solve my problems. I know I shouldn't think this way. I am just tired of everything. I have thought about suicide before. But, I haven't been pushed far enough to attempt it. I do have a close friend I share my problems with. But I feel they are getting annoyed with me. I keep crying over relationships that never work out. It is like there is something wrong with me... I don't know why they just use me and throw me away as if I am nothing. And after years it really starts to make me feel that way. I am a broken person. No one is going to want me. I really want to start feeling better. I know life is supposed to be better. I was happy once before. I am afraid to talk to my parents about it though. Is there anything I can do to help relieve the stress and to keep me from feeling down so much?