Cried at work as I had hoped I wouldn't. My boss gives all of us too much work. This bugs us. But, it seems to bug me more because it makes me feel guilty to never actually finish my work assignments. I hate guilt. I think T is going to find me rather unpleasant to talk to tomorrow. I hate my job. I hate having trouble sleeping, crying all the time, my odd tendency to loss my sense of hope, my annoying ability to worry myself into headaches, my overly nosey mental health insurance, my ex-boyfriend who calls every evening a little before bed time, my little bitty apartment and my lack of friends (only three counting the ex-boyfriend and someone that I can't talk to because it conflicts with when the ex calls me.) My life sucks. My amazing ability to out negative think even my old self which is hard since I have always out been an extremely negative thinker.
As for her thinking that I am depressed, I changed my opinion a while back. I figured she did too because she is always trying to get me to do something fun. (I'm not easy to entertain. Think spoiled brat with little money) I can't seem to think of many fun things to do that are cheap. How does one get out and socialize more?
Well, I will go to start getting ready for bed. Thanks for reading and responding to my rants.