Sounds like you are grateful for what you have. Just hang in there. Try to see the good things that are going right. Try not looking at the things that aren't perfect. We all wish we had more money, better friends but we do have a brand new day to think about fun stuff to do even if it is just walking down the street to buy a Pepsi or going to the store for something small that makes us happy. The best friend that we should have and do have is OURSELVEs and We deserve to hear nice words to US dispite what we should be doing or who we should be getting rid of ,out of or into our lives. The important thing to be happy about Today is that we have one or two real friends, not perfect ones but people in our life. We can always go out and make newer ones towmorrow and as long as we live , WE never know when the opportunity of meeting a brand new friend won't come about or will acutually occur, you just never know! It isn't always permanant friends that are the most important ones either, it could be the smile you give and get from a passer-by or someone that sells you that Pepsi. You just never know! Just stay in there and that is all that matters my friend on the chat board. Keep sharing on the board. Yours truly Razel