Welcome! Thank you for your service to our country. I am sorry that you are suffering. It’s a good sign for your to be reaching out to others who are going through many of the same issues. I am so glad you came here to share. My heart goes to you, and we are here for you. I found PC to be a wonderful site with many supportive people: civilians, current active military and veterans.
What you wrote:
having problems with crowds and feelings of panic when ever I'm among a crowd, no matter where. Don't like malls, don't go to the movies, Feeling like you don't fit in...frustrated with co-workers and their work ethic and mindless bickering and "important" conversations and problems.
...resonated for me quite a bit.
I struggle tremendously with cPTSD and am working hard on overcoming the struggle. I am so grateful for my T/P - and this site - which allows me to write, receive positive, nonjudgmental feedback and provides the feeling that I am NOT alone. I hope you will continue to come back and write.
((hugs))
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