I haven't posted in this forum before. I have a long history of anorexia, bulimia, and compulsive overeating.

I decided to enter therapy again about 6 weeks ago and change up meds with a new pdoc and new therapist. Well, I've been restricting my food intake quite a bit in this timeframe. I don't know if I'm going to get stuck in it again or what's going to happen. I know my thinking isn't right, because my goal is to be as skinny as possible.

i guess it's some kind of control issue. Must be. It feels safe to me. Comforting. Better. Like I have something to hold on to.

That's it. Thanks.