"I haven’t hooked up with anyone in at least 6 months but, this is good but, this isn't good because I am kind of obsessed with control. It's making me somewhat stressed. This may sound weird but, it’s giving me anxiety that I haven’t been able to ‘control’ someone in that way for a while. I don't act this way directly, it's kind of passive...Now, I have to force myself to not replay past experiences where I slept with someone and they let me control what happened or didn't happen. I like that feeling a lot. Definitely a good feeling but, I find if I let myself replay memories of that kind, I'll get intrusive ones that I don't want..so it confuses me. I don’t really tell people about this issue, even though its getting progressively worse but, I keep telling it to you in bits and pieces first, until I know you won’t think something negative of me."

I don't know what to think of this person?