I am feeling really overwhelmed by everything. I am dreading stuff alot and today I cancelled an appointment because I just didn't want to be there. I had a whole heap of fears about going. I usually make myself go to everything. But lately if I dread something I just don't go. I have given up so much and still can't keep up with things.
It's so cold and I can't bring myself to go walking. I'm so skinny and I get so cold. But I bought some long sleeve undershirts today. Can't see that helping much though. I need a rice bag under my jumper and in my socks. Lol.
I have to go to some people's house for tea on Saturday night. I am worried to the max about what I am going to talk about. I am very nervous and worried about what they will feed me for tea. What if I really can't eat it. I don't want to go but I know that it is good to meet new people. I am scared about saying stupid things or just freezing up and not knowing what to say. Eeek. Help!!!!