I know... I know... I feel so strange in the company of others. Constantly worrying about what I'm going to say and when I say something... how will they understand it? I feel watched! Don't know how to sit... scary!
Yes, it's a good thing meeting new people... I know you're worrying a lot now... but if you try to go there on Saturday... and stay just for a while... then it might make you feel better about it the day after. You're a wonderful person with a special glow- they will see that without you having to talk a lot!
If you just don't feel like going... if it is way too much... I don't think you should torture yourself by going there. This is what I'm thinking anyway...

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