I feel like there is constantly this weight hanging over my head( my head actually hurts sometimes). I feel so tired all the time. Physically and emotionally. Even simple tasks can feel daunting. I get so upset that even though I don't cut, I think about it like crazy. I have started trying to claw at my arm but never enough to actually do something. I was doing it during school today like secretly so know one can see. I have told my father about how I feel, thoughi am terrified to tell him about si. He said its just normal teen stuff, is it?