a question for you..was that you in the picture holding one of the spiders? if so i didn't see someone ugly.
i see your passion in these animals. i see someone who has found their calling..their love.
my teeth are crap. haven't been able to afford the dentist in decades. i am short & heavy. certainly not model material.
but i have found my passion & it works for me...seems like you have found yours as well...for that you should be proud. so many people have no joy, or passion..thewir lives are empty. i felt that in your posts about your pets.
sometimes people who have beauty on the outside are empty shells.
mr v...people should envy you...you found what you love , what brings you happiness, went after it & filled your life with it. who cares what you look like...it is what the inside is that matters...not the outside shell.