dear t,
it seemed like you were giving it your all last night. i was just too afraid to take it all in
im afraid of what you told me. it just means im getting worse, not better.

thanks for saying you think i can get better and that you want to see me on a more regular basis. that means its okay to come back

sometimes i take breaks because you hurt my feelings, but then i think you do that on purpose because you are needing a break from me. i don't blame you. i need a break from me too.