I feel so sad. Today was a good day, tonight, anything but. I already felt anxious bc the person I've fallen for (who I am not currently "with" nor dating, but am talking to) is going through so much in her life, but made the mistake to ask her how she's been, which led to underlying issues, which led to my depression and how the uncertainty in that situation has made me so anxious and depressed. I'm so upset and sad that I led myself into that situation, and am now self medicating with some alcohol to get through the night and wake up (probably even worse) in the morning for work...