pluto read your latest post. i didn't know how i'd deal with life either cause i'd obliterated life without alcohol. it is scary to do regular things when we get clean. i drank doing anything at home including ironing! but let's look at this logically...there are a multitude of ppl out there clean and sober. they do life stuff and things are ok except for the usual bumps. we've just forgotten how to live! it does get better..way better.. the longer we are chemically free. just takes practice. no need for you to worry. it does get better. 
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