I think you have too much going on in your head that you haven't straightened out (wanting him as friend but wanting him as more also) and are listening too much to he said/she said/I think he feels. . . and are just spinning your wheels.

We cannot control other people, just ourselves; if he is "ignoring" you at the moment that's too bad but that's the way it is; concentrate on being the flower/ (working on your life) and let him be the bee, you can't follow him and his activities around when you are supposed to be working on you and your activities. He has to tell you what he thinks about you; his friend can only speak for himself and has his own agenda; speak directly to people about what they think and feel, don't listen to others' talk.